well hello again.

well,
it's been a while.
okay longer than a while. i haven't blogged in timeeeeeee.
i think the last was like summer?
w/e. it's nearly like christmas now,
and idk what to say, theres too much to say really.
so many things have happened since school started,
holy i don't even know where to begin.
actually, i'm not gonna go there.
there's literally not enough space or time to write it all out.
all i can say is, highschool is nothing like i expected.
you'd never think how quickly you can become close to people,
and how quickly you can loose them too.
like you've gone through an entire friendship cycle with someone in just a few months.
so many things have changed, and i'm starting to dislike it. alot.
nothing can stay good for a while. it was all good when we didn't know much about eachother,
and everyone was pretty much happy. i swear we walk around like zombies nowadays,
just waiting for the say to be over. but w/e , it's the holidays now.
i really needed the break more than ever.
i can't complain with a lot of things though. earlier this school year i got a lot of things off
my shoulders, finally. and i'm doing just fine without it, i'm a lot happier.
now there are other things to deal with, but i'm just living life day by day,
no other way to do it ahaa
it was so good for that time being, it's like i had it all together.
and i still can't let go.
but for the most part, all i can say is
i tried.