best ,

it hurts me more than you think to watch you crumble ,
i hate it .
i hate when you smile , that plaster .
'cause i'm the only one that sees past it ;
that sees whats hiding behind your mask .
i may not know entirely what you feel , but
i feel your pain ; when you hurt i hurt .
this all was unexpected , for you and for me .
i feel so helpless , to sit back and watch it all fall apart .
i wasn't prepared for it to go down like that .
i wasn't prepared for it to end so fast ,
and i try to find every reason to say that it's not over ,
and there's still hope , still time for you .
because i know your ready to give up .
to shatter the mirror ,
to fall on your hands and knees ,
broken glass , replacing another's fingers in between yours .
but still your not alone . i'm here , and i always will be .
if you decide to go ; go . you need time , i know .
i did too , once .
but no matter how far you go , still , i'm here .
and somehow , i know it will get better .
i promise best ,
til the end . ♥