" lately i've been tired and uninspired . "

^ mmmm yeah , it's true . tired of alot of things , i'm not putting up with it anymore .
haven't blogged for a few days .
idk , not muuuuch has happened since ,
except the 'thing' is happening tomorrow .
woooooh i can't wait , one hour of missed class time for
a load of BULLSHIT . greeeeat (y)
i was kinda scared of leaving slr and all before ,
like i really didn't want to go to highschool .
now it's like the teachers are pushing us away with all this shit ,
i hardly have a reason to want to be there anymore .
in my opinion they took this too far ;
there's concerned , and then there's just fucking annoying .
i mean again , when it's coming from certain people it's okay ,
but the teachers ... yeah it's just getting on my nerves .
sorry i'm no perfect angel , thought you woulda figured it out by now .
aaaaaanywho , whatever . what happens , happens . ( yn )
mmm and a few other things , lmfao .
i really didn't think you'd have the nerve to do that .
your really asking for it , and your taking advantage of me now .
then your still throwing yourself a pity party ? pleeease ,
grow up . it's been worse ! don't be an attention seeker .
no one's gonna cry with you , cause we've all been there .
harsh , alright sure . but i'm tired of being so nice about it all ,
and letting it go . not with everything , but that one thing ,
honestly , that's all it takes , and i' m gone .
i really wasn't kidding when i said i'm fucking tired of it all ,
and i'm done with being nice to the whole world .
mmmm , one more thing .
child , your honestly the most confusing kid i know . please ,
do the world a favour and make up your mind !
your hurting , so is she , what in God's name are you doing ?
you say friends is better , we shouldn't be together ;
and now you can' t even do that ?
and if she tires to move on , you won't let it happen either .
what do you think she's made out of ? stone ?!
please get your head straight before making anymore drastic desicions .
i thought you learned your lesson the first time you did that .
cause if you can't even figure yourself out ,
how can you make this better ?

- yeah i vent a lot .