been a while ,

so i haven't written in like forever , i haven't found the time to i guess ? but right about now it's pouring and i have nothing else to do , so i shall blab . wow i haven't caught up on so many things , i didn't even write after quebec , which was live ! it was amazing and i miss it so much . even the stairs , simon , & the long bus rides ... like idk , just with friends and everything . and it's so different up there , like cobblestone buildings and narrow streets - it's gorgeous . 20 albums ! geeeez ahah . oh and carassauga , that was pretty live too , wooooh buko pandan makes my life . lmfao , busing to everywhere ? yuuuh handicap shuttle buses ftw . saw a lot of people . yeeeah , fuuuuuntaaaangs , can't wait til next year's ahah . anywho , i guess a lot of other things have happened , too many to think of right now . & like i mean with everything . some people just don't know what to do with themselves anymore , or anyone for that matter . they don't appreciate something so amazing , so hard to find , and come crying literally everytime because they're afraid they're losing it . well sorry sweetheart , that's your own fault , not someone else's . your clearly the confused one here so please get your head straight and stop messing up everyone else's . yeeeah . mmmm and that , yeah , you . damn i expected better from you ! i honestly thought you had toooons more class than that . like i'm sorry but thats just down right dirty , i think i'm like scarred for life . i thought you were done with that waste ? eugh . anyways ... geez i'm blabbing like mad ahah . mmm , school's almost over ? wow . i honestly cannot take that in . i remember thinking how far away grad is and all , and highschool too . now it's like , here . i remember every single detail from december 07 to now . after it everything started to fly by so fast . things changed , with everyone i guess . like september to now ... damn . it was like 10 months ago ... wow . almost a year ? almost a year since the beginning of grade 8 ? i still can't believe it . cause i really remember everything like it was last month . so many things have happened , being in the middle of it all ... and actually being a part of a lot of it ... i guess it changed a lot of friendships and stuff too , relationships . do i have regrets ? no , no regrets . because everything that's happened has made me , and all of us stronger in ways i guess . even if it's bad , something like it's gonna happen sooner or later , and when it gets really bad we'll be ready for it . for change . departing and everything . alright maybe not departing i'm not so good with that . anywaaays , wow that was a long blab session . i have more on my mind , but maybe i should stop now LOL . i'll write more often ,